Posted on Sunday, 7th June 2009 by Bcarter
I can’t believe it has been over 9 months since I’ve posted on this blog, but I guess it has been. I kind of went through a streak of being down on myself and such. I ended up with a kind of anxiety when it comes to writing, instead of writing for myself, I was writing for others and that just can’t be anymore. Q and I have had our ups and downs throughout this time, but as far as controlling his gambling addiction is concerned things have been more up than down.
Q went almost 7 months before slipping a couple of times last month, but the slips weren’t major and he knows what he needs to do to keep from slipping again. I guess this was another reason why I stopped posting, I felt secure with how he was doing. Letting my guard down does need to be done in order for Q to feel like he is earning my trust back, but I only need to show that, not necessarily think it in the back of my head.
Just recently I have decided that this blog is not working in it’s current form, from now on, I’ll be using this blog as more of a journal. No more making money online posts here, I have moved them all to my new blog at Damoneypage.com. Mixing things up may seem like it will work, but it really wasn’t. I’ll be leaving all of the current posts here, but any new MMO posts will be made over there. I thought the format of gambling addiction and MMO would work, but it just isn’t.
Until next time,